It's been one year since my last post and owwweeee much has changed but much has been the same.
My relationship with my Love has been challenging.
Many times you fall in love with Jesus and we make up stuff in our heads about what He is like, how you are supposed to act.
We become this person He is probably looking around wondering WHAT DID I CREATE LOL
Well, I know for myself that I became someone I know would not enter into heaven.
I asked for forgiveness but I haven't always been forgave
I asked for trust but I haven't always been trustworthy
I asked for love but I haven't always been loveable
I asked for friendship but I haven't always been a friends
But one thing I was able to confirm during this person is that I am hater, meanie, gossiper, liar and I was just in the mix of sins which I remember I gave up my life to.
Thank God for His grace and mercy and repentance!
One day, I just woke up thinking you are not all that LADY, GET IT TOGETHER!
You may have forgotten about your Love!
I needed to start all over again with Jesus
I am still trying to fall back in Love with my Love
I am glad that I haven't forgotten about you, Love